In school I was not a smart kid, my grades sucked, I did enjoy having friends but it was hard to live up to my brother. He was a football player, baseball player, soccer player, and basketball player. He was an honor student and popular, I felt out of place with him as my brother. How is someone to live up to someone like my brother, he got everything handed to him. When I got into college I felt good without my brother, I didn't graduate cause in some part of me didn't feel like college wasn't for me. I did go back and took a class in camping and made an A. I tried different college but it just didn't feel right. Same as all the other times, I wasn't smart and I didn't get good grades. I wanted to be a lawyer but I put myself down cause I can't do it anymore. I felt that I am hard on myself but I have always been depressed and no matter what I will not be that good.
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