About my lame life

In school I was not a smart kid, my grades sucked, I did enjoy having friends but it was hard to live up to my brother. He was a football player, baseball player, soccer player, and basketball player. He was an honor student and popular, I felt out of place with him as my brother. How is someone to live up to someone like my brother, he got everything handed to him. When I got into college I felt good without my brother, I didn't graduate cause in some part of me didn't feel like college wasn't for me. I did go back and took a class in camping and made an A. I tried different college but it just didn't feel right. Same as all the other times, I wasn't smart and I didn't get good grades. I wanted to be a lawyer but I put myself down cause I can't do it anymore. I felt that I am hard on myself but I have always been depressed and no matter what I will not be that good.

Life today

Back when I was younger life seemed so simple but now that I am older I realize I was shielded from the problems. I love my life, my family, and my friends. They have kept me from going insane so many times. Thank you Lord for showing me that I can survive anything life throws at me.

Life is crazy

Well I have had a crazy life but what makes it better is good friends and a loving family. I don't know where I would be without all of them. Having kids that not only make sure you are ok but love and forgive you even when you don't give into them. I let my kids know everyday that I love them. For my family up in heaven, we miss you so much.